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Day #10
(22/10) All in all, it was not a packed day. No highlight activities. Started to feel unwell, might be coming down with a flu. Continue reading
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Quitting my job
The biggest risk I’d like to take but haven’t been able to is probably quitting my job. Quitting a job is a complex matter. The concern is not just economical, but also mental. Both my parents are the first generation in their family to probably raise the social class and live on a salary, not Continue reading
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Aching from helplessness
Reading one of the first statements uttered by the newly appointed minister of finance aches me. I feel my chest tightening and my tears rolling. It’s 23.00 now and I can’t seem to just shake the feelings off. It seems so unfair that in this world, maybe specifically in this country for this context, so Continue reading
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rusty spirituality
[this writing is made using the daily writing prompt as an attempt to get back into writing] The concept of spirituality and its importance is always going to be contested. What I can say is that spirituality is a practice. It takes effort in brewing and maintaining spirituality. Spirituality is not an innate property that Continue reading
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Dependability
What does it mean to be dependable? What does it mean to depend on someone?What are the qualities or objects of dependability, anyway? You might say that I can totally depend on you, but why do my mind blame you if I wake up late? Could it be because I expect you to wake me Continue reading
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Mensortir Emosi
Apakah wajar untukku merasa emosional atas hal yang bisa jadi tidak menimbulkan gejolak apapun di orang lain? Dimana batas kewajaran antara emosi dan luka batin yang belum sembuh? Continue reading
-mumble talks- 